Been gone..... I've got lost in transit for a moment, but I'm back now. I've tried to catch up on my blog reading, but was only able to get to read Sarah's post for today. It certainly was one to get the juices flowing bright and early in the morning. Only thing better is to be in the midst of a fantasy of my own.....or a reality, even better. Speaking of fantasies, I have one of being in a scene with two guys at quitting time in the parking structure of work. We are backed in a corner stall and it is somewhat dark and we are not totally visible to the workerbees, but we have a clear view of them. One sitting in the driver's seat of an SUV and me bent over with his hard throbbing cock pumping in my mouth and the other to the rear of me with his cock lodged in my boiling hot juices in a slow and stready motion. I tighten my grip on the cock in my mouth and the cock in my pussy as I feel the head pulsate and the orgasms in the three of us grows rapidly. As the truck begins to sway and rock, the motion is now increasing with the anticipation of the inevitable. My body begins to tremble when I taste the hot load as it slides down my throat and my body is gripped tighter when the explosion in my pussy unleashes. We all yelp out in ecstasy from the simultaneous orgasm, but being ever so careful not to waste a single drop. What a way to end a workday. So much for blue Mondays...  ¶ 6/07/2004 06:32:00 PM

  Speechless.... Today was my off day, but unfortunately I didn't get to keep my regular routine of sleeping late and waking up long enough to watch my TNT daytime shows and go back to sleep. I was awakened from a deep drunken hungover sleep by work to go in and meet the movers and coordinate an office file move. While waiting for the movers to get things situated I went in and talked to one of the guys that I work with. He often shares stories about his family and friends with me. Today he talked about his marriage being over and some of the problems that led him to his decision to file for divorce. Since he discussed this with his wife, she has began to treat his children really badly. (from a previous relationship). He was rather annoyed because he felt that no matter how bad things were between them, he never treated her children any differently. Anyway, I asked him how he was going to fight off all of the women that are going to be throwing themselves at him once he is back on the auction block. He is a looker and I often tease him about how the ladies at the job fantasize about him. He then told me that he didn't ever pay any attention to their advances. I have never shown any interest in him romantically, nor has he shown any towards me. But today he left me speechless when he tells me that once his divorce was final he wanted to start dating me. I just sat there not knowing what say, so finally I managed to get out..."that'll work"....things that make you go, hmmmmm?  ¶ 4/09/2004 11:57:00 PM

  Jealousy is ugly.... A couple of weeks ago I went in search of some childhood friends and was able to locate them. They are sisters that grew up in the same neighborhood with me. They moved away while we were still in school, but we kept contact up until after we all got married and started having children. Now we are all divorced and the children are all grown up. To my surprise one of them still lives very close to me. I went to visit her and she informed that her sister was remarrying and that she and their mom would arrive this week. They did and I have had a great time visiting with
them and reminiscing about old times. Yesterday when I went to visit there was another friend of theirs over visiting with them. We were introduced and everyone went on laughing and joking around and taking snapshots. Just having an all around good time, or so I thought. Today, I took my mom over for a visit and they told me that their friend was jealous of me and our friendship. Now we're talking about a 35 year friendship here. They say that she started making snide remarks about the way I looked and whatever ugly thing she could find to say. I thought that was odd because I didn't even know this woman and I couldn't figure out why she would have ill feelings about me. When I inquired, one of my friends said that she is jealous of all of her other friends and wants to keep her all to herself. I laughed hysterically and thought about Sarah and her post for today. Why do girls have to be so CATTY?!! That is so distasteful. I am a very friendly and bubbly person and can usually find some good in everyone. I just don't understand nor can I tolerate the DRAMA QUEENS!!! I am planning on taking my friends and their mom out to the neighborhood watering hole for drinks and music this evening. If their friend comes along, I will be bigger than she is (I already am in size...lol) and she is welcomed to join us....see Sarah, I don't want to beat everybody up on the last day of school in the restroom....;~)  ¶ 4/08/2004 03:00:00 PM

  Back home..... Well I'm back home and rested. I had a great time in Chicago. The weather wasn't that bad either. It was a little chilly when I first arrived, but it soon warmed up to the 50s and 60s. My godson was awesome! Even though his team lost, he made a lot of new friends and had lots of exposure. He is definitely considered to be an NBA hopeful. He decided that he would go on to college first instead of entering the draft, which makes us all happy.

I haven't had a chance to catch up on my blog reading, but I'm sure everyone has some interesting stuff to keep me busy for quite a while. I'll be posting comments for sure. I went out Thurs. night after I returned and slept all day Fri. trying to catch up on my rest. I plan to get out and about some today to enjoy the beautiful weather that we are having here. Hope all is well and I am looking forward to sharing the beautiful stories that all have blogged about.  ¶ 3/27/2004 11:23:00 AM

  Leaving.... Well I'm out of here today, headed for cold and windy Chicago. But I'm kinda excited about going. It's officially spring here in sunny Cali. and I'm leaving to go to snow, wind, and rain.....I must stop adding "crack" to my daily vitamin supplement...lol I've been up all night packing, trying not to take too much but making sure I have enough warm stuff. I hate coats, but I'm taking one anyway because I hate being cold even more. I didn't get my hair done, so it's happy hats for me..(that's what I call my wigs). I didn't get my nails done, so I just have to pull out the old top coat and gloss 'em up again. And I haven't gone to the bank yet, but I can get cash from any magic money machine. I'm gonna try to read some blogs while I'm away, if I have access to a computer. If not, I'll have to catch up when I get home on next Thursday. Hope all is well while I'm away and the "CUMSLUTS UNITED" just keepa cumming!!! LMAO

See y'all later....  ¶ 3/20/2004 04:18:00 AM

  Better days.... Ok, I guess it's time I blogged again. I have been busy and tired and not felt a whole lot like writing, but I'm leaving town on Sat. and I wanted to share. I won't drone on about not being owned, but life just isn't the same. I had to call up an old "fuck buddy" for a quick fix. It was alright, but there was not a lot of passion. Kinda just going through the motions and that's just no fun. So, I shall leave it alone and spend lots more time pleasuring myself. In the meantime I'll bite off the passion from the blogsphere. Thank goodness I can read....lol I still haven't learned how to do the blogroll/link thing. I thought I had it figured out, but it didn't appear on my blog so back to the drawing board. There are so many beautiful posts here to enjoy. Thanks to those who missed me and checked me out. "Smooches" Funny, this post sounds a lot like my last one. How boring!!   ¶ 3/16/2004 10:13:00 PM

  Good life.... Well since my journey ended I haven't really been motivated to pay any attention to anything else but work. One thing I learned when I first began with my former Master was that relationships would never be the same. And now I know what He meant. I still miss Him a bit, but I guess things happen for a reason. I just don't know why yet? I am in no rush to jump into anything and besides the individuals that I come in contact with haven't peaked my interest in the least. Oh, they may be fun to laugh and chat with, but that's about it. In the meantime, I have been enjoying myself more. I read my daily blog favorites (Sarah being one of the best), along with many others that I love to read and I go about my day. I have been feeling very sensual and erotic, and it has been showing in my expressions. Just today, three people told me that I looked different. They couldn't describe how, but they saw a difference. I had to ask was it good or bad? I was reassured that it was a good different, so I am cool with that.

Lots of travel plans. Chicago, this month. Maybe Dallas again next month. Cruise in May, Monterey in June, and New Orleans in July. Places to go, things to see, and people to meet. The computer is a wonder thing! I just love the fact that I now have "friends" all over the world. For all of you that read my blog, please let me know where in this beautiful world you are. I want a new place to travel to whenever I can, be it literally or in my imagination. I'd love to learn about all of the beautiful places that I have the potential to travel to.

I'm feeling great. We've had a bit of rain here in sunny So. Cali, but we need it. Clears away the smog and waters my lawn for free....lol Spring is in the air and I'm ready for it. I'm tired of wearing dark clothes, nylons, and closed toe shoes. I'm ready to be bright and cheery. Am I sickening? SO WHAT!! I'm loving me and I'm loving life!  ¶ 3/02/2004 07:33:00 PM